blury blog

2010-08-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

angry,down,sad...but still feel more angry...i am nt being negative but being realistic...who r u to tell me wat is right and wat is wrong and wat to do...u say i am adult sld know wat to do but u r also an adult but wat r u doing behind ur gf...kns....if think is workable then wat for ask and just say la...i just say my reason and let u see the situation...but wat is the point when u think is workable...u r the chieft coach but u dont want to do anything and ask us to solve everything then want u for wat...might as well dont need u....leadership skill...my foot la....

2010-07-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

exams is over and i feel damm relax eventhough exams was crap....but after exams i have so many things on my mind...is driving crazy....playing with fire or fire like to play with me....haiz....down down down....hope tml when im out with my dearies frens i can forget abt everything and anything at least for a day...a day is enough....

2010-05-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

wat is the purpose of nt telling me the truth when i heard all of it from other ppl's mouth....trying to continue to play ur game...so sorry...i dont intend to continue to play...im quitting...actually quit for some time le...and the part that i heard that u test water on unattach girl really show me u r a jerk.....

2010-04-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

crap crap crap....go eat shit man..i hate backstabber...if u have the guts say it infront of me man...i haven even start to scream at u, u tell ah tan i attitude....reallly super KNS....we just want an sop y make it so big...so u r the one who came to spore,instead u getting use to our culture her we need to get use to your culture...go away man...if u can go back then go...but the prob is they dont want u...so pls reflect on urself...since when ur attitude is good anyway....80 samples and 65 samples need to be rerun, same sample but diff sample name, wrong info given to us, same sample and is too sensitive and ask for dilution at the same time, wrong plate name...wat is this all crap lor..and the best is...ah tan is trying to protect u...see how long she can do it....if the whole lab is against u and she want to protect u..she can either choose to lose 1 or all ppl....i dont care if she going to pull me back to check on my attitude cos i dont stay long and i am nt scare cos i did nth wrong....neither is my attitude...really feel like taking one paper human figurine with ur name written down and one red colour clog and go under the overhead bridge and hit until my anger is gone...u ass hole....u choose to make it big when is a small matter and get tat in mind once u start to do this u sld know the consequences....

2010-04-20T19:38:00.003+08:00

crap crap crap.....everything is piling up....works is nv ending cos of stupid so...and even thou i am nt working there...y they can msg me to ask if i am talking on the phone with him...i am trying very hard to forget everything and they just have to remind me of him....he is talking to a girl but is nt me....so asking abt me and him....haiz....if one day i really have to go back there to work...i think i will just shut myself up in the room....i wont want to see him or talk to him....but hope tat day will nv come but somehow is 50-50 now....haiz....i hate myself....stop trying to be frendly to me...cos i dont want to be frendly....get lost...

2010-04-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

不知不觉已经过了两个力拜了，我已渐渐习惯了，其实没那么难，我办到了。。。

2010-04-06T15:17:00.002+08:00

hmmm...everything is over now....but i dont really feel anything...amaze by myslf....maybe the cool down period does help....and i think heaven is playing with me la....tat day was a lot of first and last time and i think he know wat im thinking...we r just like strangers nth to talk abt the whole day but both of us just dont want to open mouth so is a silent closure for me....but he really do not need to use a old method to agitate me to let go cos i already thou of letting go when meeting u tat day...i can only say i took out the blind fold and when i look at u again u r a jerk to me....a big jerk...so for me is study and study...im happy now cos i feel so light and relax no mpre burden....i wont reply ur sms,pick up ur call and meet u again le....i dont want the same thing to repeat itself....u can go find the girl tat u agitate me with cos i dont want and dont care le...good luck to whoever gal out there ba....bye bye....

2010-04-03T11:32:00.002+08:00

everything is over....closure...nt a nice closure thou cos i act until very xing ku....all the things he said and done in front of me is just a torture to me....but wat else can i do...at least it ended....no more smsing,no more calling and no more meeting....might be good for me...and u shall go find ur target.....BYE BYE

2010-03-28T17:49:00.001+08:00

hmmmm...no angry leh....wat it mean????nvm....dont care.....im fine now....yea...

2010-03-25T10:11:00.002+08:00

pt i cant use my tag box in lab..so i rely u here...i donnoe whether did he see the photos anot cos he ddnt say anything abt the photos...but i think he did...so he really turn 1 round to shoot me lor...and push me to simon everytime...the day be4 ytd he just shoot me,agitate me and push me around lor...he was the one who want me go out with guys and now wat...my fault...i genna shit for no reasons...damm pissed off la...i gt nth to say...but he really push until my limit le....

2010-03-24T10:15:00.002+08:00

im super duper tired and fed up le...too tired to carry on anymore...i think i have reach the limit le...i might just give up anytime this time....no more turning back....i cant take it le...breaking down....maybe is a good thing ba...at least i think of giving up this time....and as i say giving up mean no turning back and tat has always be my style...i can do it de....

2010-03-23T20:29:00.003+08:00

tao yan tao yan tao yan...i donnoe wat i do to deserve all this...i mean if u r upset then tell me stri dont turn so many rounds to shoot me and push me away...i donnoe whether to be happy or angry becos u care...watever....mood swings is scary....and non expressive creature is scary too...

2010-03-21T13:37:00.004+08:00

i am crazy ytd nite....went to club and hell man...i didnt know i can dance..haha...oops...pt is so going to kill me if she see this....pt next time u ask me go i sure go with u ok....dont angry arh....maybe is too stress le....it can really destress sia....forget everything and really everything...at least i dont have to think of anything at tat moment....new timetable,post exam and exam stress and ya....really crazy and with a bunch of crazy frens....they r all crazy ma....wait until the photos is up...omg....dui lian la...haha....but the after effect is super super down....tired plus down....haiz....anyway i really had fun last nite...and is my first time....and ya everything will have its first time....but next time i will go with pt.....i promise pt...haha

2010-03-19T19:22:00.003+08:00

wall arh wall...can u tell me wat r u thinking...which is more than ur happy and unhappiness....

2010-03-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

a silly wall did response to me....haha....silly silly....

2010-03-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

turn ur back and take a good look at me....

2010-03-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

i am so tired....donnoe tired of wat also....so complicated...just feel that everything is not rite....wish tat everything wil be in the right place at the right time....

2010-03-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

cycle start all over again....i am always at the last of the cycle....but wat can i ask for more....haiz....

2010-02-27T11:13:00.000+08:00

is a deadly cycle...getting angry and being pacified...haiz....

2010-02-21T14:41:00.001+08:00

it has all become a routine tat i have gottan use to...i really wonder how i got use to it....

2010-02-16T14:50:00.002+08:00

weak weak weak...i am weak..

2010-02-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

wat did i do to deserve all this???i know i sld treat myself better but u...becos of u i cant treat myself better...i treat myself like shit....when u bu sheng bu xiang,bu wen bu wen de she huo i really feel so shit...y can other ppl be so open eventhough is nt real but u cant....lucky i have fren...at least i have my fren company today...if not i will be like a idiot staying at home hoping that u will call or msg me...my fren care abt me more than u...wat r u???at least they didnt step over the line....they are really call frens...u just come in to mess my life....tried very hard nt to think of u but when i am alone i still think...whereever i go i only hear sad songs....it make me feel worse...this is all shit not real de....i will wake up to reality one day....when my heart die and when my limit is reach....i will really wake up de....

2010-02-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

wat a cny arh....everybody is not is the mood...my pt feeling down...wilson feeling down...i dont want them to feel sad and emo....i rather be the one....since my life is being mess up..y not just mess up more....let their troubles come to me....and just kill me....i dont want my pt to die...since im in a mess then mess me up more la...pt i know u reading this...anything tell me ok...dont keep inside...

2010-02-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

so near yet so far...so close yet i cant catch...it seem so real but it does not belong to me...will the dreams come true one day?????i feel it...did u feel it????

2010-02-11T20:25:00.001+08:00

haven nth to say....but i will play by the rules....trying to make me jealous...nope i wont....my turn will come....just play by the rules...

2010-02-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

life is like choosing a choice...once u choose wrongly...everything will be wrong...but when u donnoe wat is wrong and wat is right...how r u going to choose...once u choose wrong...wat will u do???stick to it to correct it or just rub it away and choose a correct one????i donnoe wat am i suppose to do....to correct or to rub...maybe rub is faster ba....things are easy to be say than done....i choose to sink in eventhough i know wat will happen...but maybe one day i will wake up in this dream..this dream tat i created....once i wake up...then will be no turning back le...i promise....but just let me have this few little moments to remember before i wake up....

2010-02-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

ytd have been mugging mugging and mugging on med micro....type until i donnoe wat am i typing le....and math test is irritating...donnoe wat is wat and hope tat immuno doesnt have much calculations but i think is immpossible la...ren ming ba....will try no matter wat...at least med micro lab test is done and over with....must study study study....so tat can stop me thinking from certain things...

2010-02-07T12:11:00.001+08:00

one word

FAN FAN FAN

2010-02-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

ur pt now also donnoe wat to say le...i donnoe whether i will regret anot...but if u ask me now....i might say now i wont...but even thou i want to xiang ka yi dian things will still come back when i am alone....i wont ask and dont dare to ask anything le cos i dont want the same thing to happen again....i will just let it remain like tat for as long as i can take it ba...and when the day i cant take it i think i will be free...but pt dont worry...i still know how to differentiate things...i denfinatly wont let this affect my study de....study is study...the only thing i can do now is wait ma...my only choice left...im too dependent le...it become a habit now...

2010-02-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

i know wat is right and wat is wrong but somehow i cant control it anymore...i know is wrong...wrong wrong wrong....but i cant help it and cant stop it....i cant say no...my heart will go soft when everything happen...every move and feel is so right but something is just wrong...i already tried to stop wat i can stop...but the rest i cant....i cant....i am weak...really weak...but somehow i wish this will go on...am i wrong....have i done something wrong...cos i feel so wrong....pt dont scold me....i just cant help it...,.,

2010-01-19T21:01:00.004+08:00

I am so tired....so so so tired...not becos of sch...somehow i do hope is becos of sch...i sldnt be thinking anymore...sldnt....it wont make a diff....but somehow deep inside my heart still hope tat it might change but i know it wont....so let me concentrate concentrate on sch....stupid calculations and stupid lec....work hard work hard work hard....i can do it....but work is kns sia...work like a collie....but nvm soon it will be finish and i will also have pb....which is happy and surprise....at least got more $$$$$$...haha....more shopping fee...haha...pt dont worry too much abt me...i am fine...just tat when i am alone..things start to come back...u better study hard arh....

2010-01-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

i know i am silly but i rather it be tat way...i just cant do it...everything tat he had shown and given me even until now...i cant give up...is so close...so close tat i alway forgot our status...or i sld say we forgot...maybe i am selfish and greedy...pt i really cant be strong enough to stand up and say no...i cant reject him...i know i am silly,selfish and greedy...my heart is working harder than my brain...the brain is not going to correct my heart anymore...pt i missssssss u.....

2010-01-09T00:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm...donnoe is i think too much or wat...ask me whether i going for the party anot...say see me later...then hover around but dont dare to come over at first..then finally come over but use a very lame que to start a topic....do u really want to talk to her or just want to come over and talk to me...eventhoug WHY is there u still came over...do u know she gave me a weird looking face....i tried not to see it but i in fact i saw it...i though we r suppose to keep a distance over there since u dont like to make them think wrongly...and yet u call me after that again to DISTURB me....i got so nice to disturb ma...and do i look like a shelter to u....u will only look me up when u r feeling down...and tat is when u do wrong things....but wat do i know...i know nth and i am nt a councellor....u need me when u r down but where r u when u hurt me....i am nt enought to shelter u....eventhoug nth went wrong now...but still i am trying ttrying to forget and look normal....really really...but sch is busy very busy so i dont have much time to think...so i guess tired is the price to pay ba...

2010-01-02T10:49:00.002+08:00

Is a new year now....went to count down..hmmm actually nv really count down too...met boon they all at ysihun dam for bbq...nv eat much thou but the food is all at my house now....then went to watch avatar 3d the second time cos last sunday went to watch with rui jie...so long nv see him le...he didnt change much...but is so tired they most of us slp in the cinema...haha...after tat went home arund 6 plus and slpt until 10 plus when he call me to go out for breakfast and lunch....i was back to my normal self i think...yup i am....but somehow he became the one is have to be in control...every little action tat u wanted to do but didnt do it but i saw everything...every little action didnt escape from my eyes...i am a girl...girl are more sensitive...even u didnt do it but still the action is there....i know u r controlling....everything tat u r thinking through ur mind u ask for my view..even i donnoe anything abt tat u still ask for my views...but who am i...u can do it even without asking me...i can only give u ideas and some suggestions...doesnt this show tat u have feeling for me...but u are controlling,not admitting and not honest to urself...becos u wanted to do so many things at a time that u are scared u cant handle and no time to handle ur gf....i donnoe wat to say...but since u want it tat way then i will let it be tat way....i wont let u control too hard cos i will control myself too...tat will be fair i suppose....since i cant let u go when u call me and msg then it shall be tat way....

xmas celebration

2009-12-26T12:01:00.003+08:00

we have book a hotel...orchard grand central...first time celebrate xmas in a hotel...can all of u beleive we have 13 bottles of liq...omg...crazy...ya crazy for the guys tat brought the liq to the hotel...cos is heavy...actually didnt do much in the hotel except eat and drink and eat and drink...but is a nice try...the bed is nice i must say...i love all of them....haha...hope we can continue this as long as we can....

still thinking...

2009-12-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

maybe i sldnt...but i have already did...trying to physco myself to treat it as an compensation....it is so hard...we r so near...but i have to act...act tat i am strong...force myself not to look into u,not to be close to u in case anything happen again i cant promise i can redo everything again....but y at this time u r so caring...i am thinking and thinking..trying to sort everything out...it might be easy to u and seem easy tat i can do it...but deep down inside it is so hard so diff...i am forcing it out so tat i wont breakdown in front of u and i dont want to break down in front of u...no no no...u told me that u might be leaving but i cant say anything cos in the first place i encourage u to continue...can only wish u good luck....but y even i am with my whole grp of fren i still think of u...it is so irritating....i hate myself....i sld be happy in this festive season....trying hard trying very hard....it will take time but i will and i can do tat de....even i am just lying to myself...

MISSING!!!!!

2009-12-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

is has been so long tat i update...alot things happens....and i am trying to forget everything...but when everything happens i think of someone...someone tat i miss so much....but i cant see him....maybe i am just thinking if he nv went away,my life will be much better at least i wont see so much jerks in my life...maybe he had spoilt me...eventhough is short but at least is good and sweet...at least he truly treat me good...how i wish i can see him now NOW but i cant and i cant tell him anything cos it doesnt help...i dont even dare to say i miss him....but no matter wat i am going to forget all the bad things tat happen recently....i can do it....

2009-01-03T12:48:00.002+08:00

oopzzz..long time no update...xmas went to ecp to a so call pub...sian la...nth to do there and those ang mos is damm damm noisy...and guys...dont use my names tat often to dian ge lei...i know my name nice la...now everybody know i got a lot of bfs liao la...haha...new yr went to sentosa to count down...omg...i think kenna molest donnoe how many times...but overall is cool la..and also very cold...all those foam and foam...now is the start of new yr le...i heard news that they will have thier intakes in jan and feb..my frend say i might be the intake cos her frens inside got news and she is jan intake..but they only give one week to prepare sia...if so how am i suppose to throw letter sia...kns...donnoe la...when tat time comme then see...the most pay back 1 mth pay lor...stupid thingy...i already told them and even write in the form i need one mth notice le lor...later going k box with the usual gangs..overnotez...have fun eveyone..haha...

2008-10-20T19:34:00.002+08:00

firday went prawning last min..haha...vic called me 12am to go prawning at bishan near golf cos there...first time i prawn sia...cant seem to catch any at the begining but da sao taught me how to prawn and i manage to prawn 10 prawn....so man zou..haha...first time result nt bad ba...our shou huo nt bad lei...haha...eat the prawn eat until very full arh..haha....then reach home around 5 plus in the morning...damm tired...i slpt until 4 pm sia...first time lei...think becos last week aslo go out with them then not enough slp ba..so this week slp at one go..haha...

2008-10-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm...now for updates...sat went to drink with ben,vic,qm and kor they all...we changed three pubs in a few hrs time sia..haha...and vic and ben was drunk..omg...and left me to take taxi and hold them into the cab sia...vic dont even remember pouring mineral water down himself lor...next time i shall give him coke..haha...and is so scary..sit in between them in the cab..so scare they vomit on me sia...haha....lucky nv..if not they die...and vic say he could go home on his own..end up he slp outside the lift for 2 hrs and need police to escort him home..haha...lucky his things nv lost...haha...
random...i have a clean break with him..feel so relax..haha...
sunday after waking up...went to eat diner with vic and kor..kfc...super full sia..haha...after tat went to meet up with chip munk to watch house bunny...funny show...nt bad...haha...now i am so tired...not enough slp sia..haha...i need slp...fren is all i need for now..haha....

2008-10-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

sat went rock climbing with my part time...haha...the lesson is ok but i think too long nv exercise le la..my shoulder ache for a few days sia..haha...ache until i cant slp...and super scare that my leg cant tahan the weight to carry myself up the wall..haha...cant afford to dislocate again..haha...sun went to play mj and won $15..haha...when going home time there is 1 weird uncle sia..stare and stare...xiao xin i dig out ur eyes arh...ytd i just asked someone que and the ans is wat i expected le..so nth serious too..but at least it let me see wat type of person u r..maybe is time i wake up..nth much for now...we shall see again ba...

2008-09-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

ytd went to pub again with sh,xian,victor,vic,zh,cyn,ron,pris and ben...the combination abit werid la..but nvm..we still get along...omg..i cried sia...but first of all...in a night i got many kors suddenly..haha..and guess wat..i saw zhong's fren..lau kor la..made me cry...u really can go set up a table to help ppl tell forturn arh...haha...dont need cards or palm de..just see the face can le..haha...have fun ytd...reach home only at 7 plus..damm tired but cant slp much..later sure knock out..haha...meet up soon ba..haha...and sorry ys...ytd u msg me too late le la..but good luck to ur exam on monday and which mean u will have ur holiday soon..meet uo soon arh..sorry sorry...i cant help u put back ur brain ytd.haha...and to tat guy who send me msg in frendster..hello...this is not the first time i nv reply u..so pls stop msging me again..i dont want to be fren with u...

2008-09-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

i am going crazy....anyway last sun went to alvin's sire wedding...it is nice and all my phtos is on frendster and face book le...haha..long time nv blog le...
wat do u think u r....wat do u think i am...when u want to find me,u come find me...when u dont need me..u just kick me away...i dont need u...i also can be happy...pls dont come and spoil my day and spoil everything...i will not accept u de...no matter wat..

2008-08-30T10:45:00.002+08:00

i feel like dying le...ytd is just so crazy...i just think i screw it..but is not my fault not knowing anything...u r suppose to teach me and after i watched ytd 10pm channel u show..i think hk is more easy to get inside and they teach de lor...who will ask que that civillian donnoe de...watever la..anyway they say need 1 mth to get to us...and almost half of the ppl is gone at the third round and i am the only chines gal left sia...so is up to them to consider me le...since now they need ppl...so tired man...have been going out but lazy to update le..later have 2 bbq gathering...going to very very tired again...

2008-08-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

sometimes thinking back what i have decided to do in the past...i do not regret..cos after so long then i realise the truth of it...i even feel glad that i have make a decision at that point of time..haha...have been slacking at home for 2 days...my eyes finally not so swollen le...finally...went to see doc and she basically explain how it happen and why it happen and will it happen again to me...omg...this is the first time sia...i bet alot of ppl will have que marks on their heads if they donnoe anything abt sci...have been doing counter for the past 3 weeks and i am finally out of there from tml onwards..yes yes yes..i have been waiting sia...3 weeks lei...say long nt long short nt short...but anyway i out of there and no mistake were make...whee..haha...

2008-08-10T13:55:00.002+08:00

friday is a very interesting night..haha...went out with veron, xian and san to eat sakura...they dont know each other de oh...but we got common topic and i guess they have no prob clicking tgt hor..haha...after tat went to meet hp and went to her house to play mj and teach mj also cos san donnoe how to play...we played until i can slp while playing sia...damm tired and slpy...reach home around 7 plus 8 ba...slpt until 4 plus then wake up...he msn me after so long and i cant believe we talked like nth happen be4...does tat mean good or bad...i donnoe and i dont wish to know also...

2008-08-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo..i am back...this week is alot of things to do..so busy to update...went to watch dark night with ys on monday..is a long show and quite nice show..a pity the joker die...his acting is great...i find that the sence that he stick out is tougue is cute..haha....the next day went to take psychometric test...the test can really make a person psycho man...3 hrs and after tat..i feel so tired and slpy...really drain out a lot of brain juice and cells...this week i "officially" start work le...cos the boss push them le so they have to push me to finish all the test and training thing...so now i can start and do rountine work le...issit good or bad thing i also donnoe...i just scare wat i wanted to be i dont have enough time to notice only..but now still early..donnoe whether will pass anot and still got one to one interview lor...haha...pray hard ba...*missed me*

2008-07-20T16:13:00.002+08:00

updates coming...wed went to sakae to celebrate milk's birthday...the attitude there suck man..is uob or oub building la...their faces is black an their attitude suck...i was wanting to shift place and they said is reserve...bull shit...until close also no ppl sit lor...wat kind of attitude sia...customer is alway right lor..hello...then went to have photo session...will upload soon when jas send send...
friday went for police selection thingy...met a crazy girl...keep asking ppl que as if i know u...i dont think she will get in also...dont understand instructions and donnoe how to express in english and chinese...i know i am bad but tat me...i just dont like her...and after went home to rest a while before meeting ys to watch red cliff...is a long show and i met weird ppl in the cinema again...wat a day...the couple was laughing so loudly tat the whole cinema is filled with their voice and they are nt ps..the guy worse man..he sit until he got 1 and a half seat and i only have half a seat..his bag was infornt of me lor..i cant strecth my leg...wat kind of ppl is this man..so damm inconsiderate...but overall the show is nice but the ending not good la...cos got part 2...wat a weird day for me to met so many weird ppl in a day...

2008-07-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

today went to sentosa to sun tan and ya really tan now...i thou i wont nv recieve ur letter but i am wrong...i recieve ur letter today..i donnoe whether to be happy or sad...as usual everything start flooding out...everything is best to left unsaid...

2008-07-05T17:38:00.002+08:00

ytd night went out to have super with boon,quan,sin mei and xian..went to pasir ris the summer breeze to eat and i drank a vodka green tea which doesnt taste good..haha...but nvm at least i fill my stomach le...hungry ma...reach home at around 3 plus and slpt and woke up at 8.30 and wake ys up..say i crazy woke up so early but i cant slp for so long ma...then meet him at 10 at khatib mrt to go ecp...when we reach there it drizzle so we went for breakfast first then abit sunny le so went to ecp and pitch tent..haha..and guess wat..it rain heavily but be4 tat we went 7-11 to buy drink and ice cream which i have beem craving for..haha...be4 it started raining heaily..we pack up and go and he said better take out umbrella first and after he said tat it started to rain very very heavily..haha...one umbrella only sia...wet man...he said he saw my ex but i nv saw and i dont care la...i nt his gf liao wat..haha..then we went to shopping center to shop shop a while and we bought ice cream to eat again..haha...oops...nvm my craving for ice cream for a few days liao..today i shall eat alot alot..haha...and after that we went home...happening sia..haha...

2008-07-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

it has been 5 days and i think i have think it through..is over...but guess u wont see my msg de..is either i wait for u to msg me and clear things up with u or take it as a silent break off ba..i dont mind..ytd went out with ys to watch movie...cos nth better to do liao..watch the show you dont mess with the zohan..is a very very funny show...is not bad and is 2 hrs long...can relax after watching the show..if not everyday work also sian..haha...suppose to take tme off tml to fix the lappy de but since they make so much noise then i shall officially take half day off on monday to fix my lappy and i wont need to be so rush too..haha...dont care le...take 1 and 1/2 hr off only also must make so much noise..watever la..haha...

2008-07-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

hmm...sat and sun went to chalet with veron,jas,boo and milk...we bought alot of things sia..butt all junks food la..haha...tibits,drinks,bread,tuna,salmon,ham,ice cream and kfc for dinner and also alcohol..haha...imagine we need to finish all of it before we book out....become fat liao la..haha...but is fun and we took a number of pictures also..will upload once i fix my lappy and also when i got the pictures...i called acer and microsoft today but they cant do anything to my lappy so i called my sch which is rp and they ask me to bring it down for them to fix it so friday i am going to take time off and go down to fix it..haha..just for a lappy...hmmm these 2 weeks eventhough u did not msg me but i dont feel anything..issit tat i xi guan le or i have given up le...and i also dont have the mood to send u msg le..i am nt going to send u good nitez msg le...i must think of wat to do now...maybe the time tat u nv msg me can let me cool down and sort thing out...not matter wat i will be strong and be happy...smile smile...i am nt going to let this to affect my mood anymore...

2008-06-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

STUPID STUPID STUPID wat a stupid laptop..it die on me again but this time is not the laptop fault is RP fault..use a fake window sia..then now i cant activate the window and so i have no access to my laptop in everything including deaktop...stupid sch sia...have to make me go all the way down to acer which is damm far and ulu and no more warranty mean i need to pay money to fix it...stupid RP...

2008-06-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

for me now..time will solve everything for me...sooner or later i will make it very clear to u..i dont want to drag le..is too draggy and nan shou for me...u wont feel any nan shou...u wont think of me as much as i think of u...u dont love me as much too...i dont want anything le...guess shall leave everything behind...i am going to be strong i am a strong gal..no tears for me yeah...cheer up gal...i know i can do it de...

2008-06-22T12:28:00.002+08:00

i suddenly have the feeling of giving up...not on my work is something else...this few days i have thought about a lot of things and saw a lot of stuffs too and kinda feel that why am i doing this when i know where his heart belong...kinda feel abit sad...maybe is really time for me to think it all over again and make a decision...is too much for me to tolerate le...too much le...i dont think i have so much du liang to swollow everything now..i am going to burst le...is my limit le...half a year...too much le..i shall give me a few days grant to think abt it again...i wish u were here but i know u wont be here...

2008-06-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

woohoot!!!!!after 3 days of work...finally finally today off..can slp until very late but i woke up at 8 plus la...but nvm at least i have enough slp cos i boom on my bed ytd at 11pm..haha...but my leg very pain sia...my blister my knee cap that dislocate de...so pain..and my back is aching after sitting almost whole day at work for 3 days...haha...endure endure endure...weak le la...3 days only and like tat and somemore feel sick...feel heaty ba i guess...
she say u can reply the letter but i haven send it out...monday i will send it out...hope i will get ur reply...

2008-06-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

haiz...today i completly stone at my work place...i cant do anything...then i got nth to do either...read and read and read until i also donnoe wat i reading sia...really cant tahan...somemore i alone in the big conference room la...then nth to do..i really go crazy sia...then they need to work ot and since i cant do anything i am lucky that i dont need to do ot...heng arh...can go home..if not if continue to rot there i think i dont need 6 mths they wont see me anymore..haiz...endure...

2008-06-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

today is my first day of work...quite ok but today abit boring cos reading reading and more reading..haha...i want hands on...and i got seperated from veron...haha...one station diff...but me there more choices of food to eat...nvm shall get use to it and i am the smallet there...the ppl there quite alright becos only 9 ppl ma..haha...all girl 1 guy..haha...and i got prick on my finger...as for hep B screening...i just got the shot last yr..haha...so guess dont need booster...haha...overall is alright la...

2008-06-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

just now went to cut my hair..now my hair is ABIT thinner and ABIT shorter...went back to the salon where i alway go but today there is a new staff and that lady cut for me..omg she very rough la...alway comb my ear which i understand la but her nails damm long and sharp la..alway poke my neck..luckily no marks on it...i recieve one msg ytd that maybe i sld forgot all abt the content inside...i will forget it de...how much will the stamp cos on a very very small letter but will i haven decide whether to send it out or not...i haven make up my mind but i have writtern it le...shall see ba...counting down to 6 more days...as the days get nearer i feel more lazier to work..haha...dont worry i will try to have a positive mindset de..haha...ytd morning then reach home cos camp at tien boon house...didnt really drink much cos keep sneezing there and fell tat abit heaty le..so better control myself and omg all of them drink finsh abt half bottle of martell and 1 bottle of chivas and all shout...and they become so high la...sld have video it down and upload to youtube...lets have more of this be4 all of u go in ns ok..haha...

2008-06-11T16:25:00.002+08:00

feel so much way better than sunday and monday...cos mood swing over le...i thou u wont msg at tat time le but i am wrong..cos it had been since so long we did nt msg for so long and much..and treat me better le...xing li shu fu duo le...haha...7 more days to work day for me and veron le...haiz...dont feel like working lei..haha...jia you ba to veron and me...i will be ur alarm clock de...

2008-06-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

stupid stupid stupid...humph...wat have u been doing for one whole day...not online for whole day..slp until now,help mummy until now or already go out play le..msg also nv reply..make me wait and wait...stupid la...i dont want wait le...watever...

2008-06-08T13:24:00.002+08:00

woo...so tired....slpt for 8 hrs but still tired cos reach home around 5 plus in the morning...went out hp and xian ytd at 1 plus to go k happy and saw kai hock there too..haha...after tat went to meet daddy,vic and ben for dinner at thai resturant at 100 plus there...then really donnoe where to go..so went to vic house to play mj...but his bro also playing so we need to go take mj tabe and tiles from xian house...haha...while they were doing tat...daddy.me and ben eat finish the ice cream...yum yum so nice..haha...then when they came backe we play mj until 4 plus..haha...ok la...vic is the big winner and his bet on footbal also win..haha...dar have wake up arh..faster wake up...then come pei wo if u can...haha...

2008-06-07T11:49:00.002+08:00

ytd went out with veron,jas,milk and boo to count down to my birthday...went to crystal jade to eat first then to k box for k golden...super long sia..haha..high until very slpy liao...haha...had a lot of fun really...high high high...haha...just tat we kinday destroy the k box there...4 ballons also can play until very high...i think next time i dont dare go there le..haha....cos the ppl keep peeking at us..haha...shy de lei...haha...still got vouchers given but util agust nia...see how we going to use it ba..haha...hmmm guess wat my present is..bikini...haha...veron is nice...dont worry i like it..haha...blah...
eventhoug he nv msg me at 12 am but he msg me early in the morning...sing birthday song for me...thx dar...blah...happy enough le to have my frens and u around...wu shou wei qi da de shi qing...kai xing jiu hao:)loves loves to all of u....

2008-06-05T14:04:00.003+08:00

tml going to meet up with veron,milk,boo and jas to so call celebrate my birthday..will play till very late..haha..tml shall update again...hope hope hope ur mummy dont need help then u can come pei wo...but if ur mummy need help at nitez also can pei wo de unless u meet ur fren to go drink drink la...haha...who ask u sat nitez then come out...which is my birthday...so sunday try try try ok..haha...today i am going to stay at home until training time..so sian...and i donnoe this few days what my mummy doing..crazy de lei..everything also shoot at me..wat did i do sia...say i guan ni..when did i guan ni and i dont wish to guan also pls...go scold ur beloved son la...everything also me...pls la so wat i am the eldest...alway say my temper...u lei...i learn from u ok..ur temper like very nice like tat...even daddy also say so..so pls..not everything also my fault lor...

2008-06-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

today went to meet my kor at amk to talk talk chat chat and then eat buffet...didnt eat much though..also donnoe why...my wei become smaller le ma..haha...i will train again to make it big again de...haha...then after tat went to meet xian...we went to changi airport for the nike sales..it sucks la...nth de..nt nice also..so wat it is 60% off...then walk around the airport..went to a perfume shop..wooo the emprio armani diamond very nice sia...the smell so nice...like it man..haha...50ml is 77 bucks and 100ml is 103 bucks..100ml is more worth sia..haha...wait until i got money than buy ba...haha..today talk abt alot of things but the conclusion is i did not regret my life now...happy jiu hao...anything talk later bi jing we went through a lot of things more than fren..

2008-06-03T10:57:00.002+08:00

stupid stupid stupid...argh...where is my msg...alway like tat de...this week is my birthday le..u remember ma...ask u come pei wo until now also nv reply...humph...dont fren u le la...
sunday went to k box,pool and mj with pet,adam,yao sheng,mam and kai hock...haha is has been so long since i went k box and sing man...pool dont say le...getting more and more no aiming de...yao sheng still can ran me for donnoe how many times sia...so dui lian...and stop fighting with me when we play mj...i didnt know my mouth can say so zhun de things come out esp to u...haha...blah...u better dui wo hao yi dian if not when we play mj i will say alot more zhun de things out..haha...but too many ppl liao so i have to kup with kai hock when playing mj and auntie thou we were couple sia...nonono...we r not..haha...but we have good mo qi...mj win until siao sia...haha...yeah...

2008-05-25T12:57:00.002+08:00

ytd went to play mj at mam's place last min...once i saw the my phone ring and saw yao sheng name i know wat he going to ask liao...haha...actually feel very lazy and tired de becos of the hot hot hot weather...how come so hot sia...just sitting down without doing anything already make u sweat like hell sia...ytd played until 1 plus again and actually i won 20+ de but in the end all vomit out and won only 6 bucks..i think i every week will also play mj liao...let;s be prepare man...haha...suppose to take a cab home de with yao sheng but after walking for so long we dont see a cab and in the end he sent me back home using our legs...haha...yupz we walk back to my house...haha...but good tat is nitez so is not tat hot and is windy...haha...today suppose to go swimming but too tired le so dont want go swim le...and yao sheng i not pusposly dont want let u diao zhuan de...u throw the card i want and i also mo myself de..so too bad la..like wat mam say i ke u la..haha....

2008-05-24T12:09:00.003+08:00

omg...ytd went to sign hsa contract with veron and we saw michell here...i think they are really in need of ppl hur...veron and me sit inside the room and sign the contract for 1 1/2 hr sia...there is alot of paper for us to sign and we also need to bring one stack of paper home to fill up..so troublesome...and we need to go for medical checkup also la...somemore is at paragon...ytd we went to buy some of the clothes we need to wear and jean...omg we spend so much...no input but output so much la...no choice la...and we start work on the 18th of june...we thou we will start at the start of june...so now we still can slack awhile before we start to work like hell...and they have a buddy system sia...sound like pri sch kid hor...haha...hope everything will goes well during the check up...

2008-05-22T12:29:00.002+08:00

actually last sunday went out with yq,tb and sx...had a one round session of mj during evening with jw and sx..then after tat went out around 10 plus to wait for tb to come fetch me then we went to fetch yq and off we went to vivo to drink starbucks...haha....as usual we chat and chat...cos is family outing ma....glad to have them around for 8 yrs...eventhoug they going army le..but i believe when they book out we will still meet de...haha....after our starbuck we went to mount faber...yq,sx and my virgin trip to there lei...the lights up there was nice la...windy also...nt bad...the next stop will be jalan kayu...we ate some food there and off we went to my house downstair and chat until 5 plus be4 we all hear home...so nice to have them around...<3 all of u...

2008-05-21T13:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm...ytd went shopping with my mummy cos she wanted to use up the voucher...so we went to orchard but first we went to iss to give my hospital bill to my head...hope i am able to claim the money...if not i broke liao...then after tat went to a big shopping center..shall nt say the name cos something happen there...i gt a pair of free shoe...but i didnt notice it until my mummy tell me..cos as everyone know i dont really look at the bill or calculate the price be4 i paid for the stuff...but i must say i think the cashier purposly de becos her attitude nt good look..maybe her manger just scolded her...i gave her my posb to pay for the out balance after using the voucer and she took my card and swing the card in my face and ask me in a very attitude tone nets or card..sldnt it be nets or master...then as u all know my attitude also nt good i reply card lor...as tat shooping center usually open memo but tat shoe is on sale so memo is nt needed and the memo tat i have only have two item,one converse bag and board short for my didi so she did not scan the shoe...but since she so rude to me..then i dont care...but i didnt notice until my mummy tell me la...which we walk donnoe until where liao....then we went to another shopping center and get a pair of slipper for my didi again...dont say we nt good hor...then when i reach home the hsa ppl called me saying i am short listed to be a grade 6 officer...omg grade 6...is it good or bad??????and the pay is very funny..suppose is 1.7k now is 1737.77...and they ask me when i can start work too....haiz...i also donnoe when to start work la...if start work at june..then the chalet how...if start work july...will they say is a bit to long...so fan fan fan...and there goes my police and veron's scdf...wat to do..who ask them so slow...and wanted to share with u this but u haven msg me for two days and have not reply me ytd and until now still nv msg me...inside got so busy meh...busy until one msg also dont have...haiz...

2008-05-15T14:07:00.003+08:00

ytd went to HSA for interview with veron and we saw michelle there...so qiao lor...so many rp de go there interview..haha...the ppl there was also shock tat we know each other...the interview was alright la..they are frendly i guess..cos i am stuck inside for quite sometime and they are telling me jokes instead of telling me wat they are suppose to tell me...funny rite...they only told me abt the hrs and training and jokes and more jokes..haha...and the funniest thing is tat they call me after office hrs to tell me that they forgot to tell me some of the things that i am needed to know but they didnt inform me during the interview...they called and told me we r needed to sign a renewable 1 yr contract and to weeks later they will inform me...these two things they surly nv tell me during interview time...wat a interview man...1 yr contract is very fast i know but i still want to go into the police lei..how how...if i sign le then the police ask me go interview how...so fan...i donnoe which one to choose...i prefer police...and the HSA pay is lower than police by 200++ lor...1.7k only...after cpf is 1360 then divide by 20 days and 8 hrs not including lunch break is 8.50 per hr...but they only need us to work 5 days la...and mon to thur is 8 to 5.30 and fri is 8 to 5 and sat sun is one in a blue moon if there is urgent case...but the forencis sci is temptig me sia...shit...whereas police there is only 1 day off in a week and not all during weekend..how how how...shit..so deiff to decide...haha...dont care la...if they really call after 2 weeks then i fan ba...so for now i continue slacking....haha...

2008-05-12T10:43:00.002+08:00

hmmm...somehow these few days i felt relax and not thinkinh of anything anymore and not in the mood of waiting endlessly again...y?issit tat i am or already get use to it le...but my rountine wont change...wat i do everyday i will still do for u...but i dont expect anything anymore...maybe i sld say i have get use to it and when u msg me ytd i was like amaze cos is sunday and usually or i shall say at the earlier stage i will recieve ur msg during weekend but at a later stage till now it is abit suprising to recieve ur msg on weekend...sld i be happy?i guess so...nvm abt this anymore...later i am going to meet veron and milk first to choose a present for boo but omg..it is so didd to buy a present...hope we will get it cos die die also must get cos after work jas and boo is going to meet us with us to celebrate boo's birthday...hope hope hope hur....let have fun later...cos we haven been meeting up with milk,jas and boo and as for me and veron...we alway meet up hor...haha...we r even going to inteview tgt on wed at hsa...but hope police will call me again and scdf will call veron so we can go for the interview and training...i sld say we r more into tat then hsa le...donnoe y too..haha..anyway ppl does change rite...i sld go prepare prepare le...cya all later...

2008-05-07T12:06:00.003+08:00

ytd went to have the first check up on my leg...damm far sia...sgh...and guess wat..next two week i have to go again for check up...diao...ytd went for check up alot of ppl sia...now then i know singapore have so many ppl break hand and break leg sia...haha...but i didnt wait very long to see doctor but i waite very long to get a queue number...weird hur....i went in and is a male doc and two learning doc who is male also...the doc ask me to put my leg on his lef sia...damm ps la...haha...shy lei...haha...and the check up goes like this...bend ur leg...stri ur leg...and he will touch touch press press and ask pain anot...i think next two week the check up will be the same sia...haha...i also can check myself becos the place he press i sure say nt pain de lor...still need 25 bucks sia...and they give me mc like free de sia....give me another 2 weeks of mc...and he even back date for me...haha...i think the doc try to be frendly la...ask me abt my bag and shoe but like a bit no link to my leg sia..haha...oops..sorry i abit anti...haha...and y is alway my case a learning case for the learning doc cos i first time dislocate my knee...wat is the first time problem sia..haha...first time only ma...but it will be the last time too...pls...haha..i dont want go see doc again and dont want my leg to swollen like a pig leg again...and best the doc ask me to apply ice bag three times a day and each time 15 mins...crazy arh...later my leg become ice sia...haha....forget it i think i just apply oilment ba...i will be hardworking and apply oilment de..cos i dont want stay at home le..damm boring la...haha...

2008-05-03T12:26:00.003+08:00

veron i think i learn fast lei...i am getting piss now...after u getting piss man...where gt ppl msg u half way and not replying u for one whole day...stupid la...i have to wait and wait and wait...forever waiting..and hey man..u r the one who msg me first...from ytd nite until now there is no reply and i msg u early morning somemore...forget it...i dont want wait le...u want reply jiu reply...i dont care...humph...

2008-05-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

haha...i am back...guess wat...i win again just now playing mj...my daddy say i can stay at home earn extra cash liao...dont need go work liao...but i win little little only lor...i think earn liao also not enough for me to go shopping sia...better work..but i think i am not going to work so many days as before cos i dont want injure my leg again...bo hua sia..haha...tat is for now...i am going to guard my didi liao..he playing mj too..but he very suay lor..haha...so bye bye

2008-05-01T12:05:00.002+08:00

everyday stay at home..i think i going to be like veron le..not only rot at home but also going to decompose le..haha..but guess wat i will do later...tada the ans is mj again...but this time is pet jio de oh..haha...so wish me luck guys..haha...suree tell u all later i win or lost...but i hope win la...since i suay in other things like for example my leg...guess mj will be heng heng abit ba...da nan bu shi bi you huo fu ma..haha...

2008-04-30T11:44:00.002+08:00

this few days i hvae been rotting at home thx to my knee arh..and my company keep calling and asking me to go back to work la..hello..my leg haven recover yet la..u have so many staff dont have me will die meh..keep flooding my phone..if tat is the case that pls increase my pay..haha...say can put me to somewhere tat dont need me to climb but i think u dont have lor..even boutique need to climb lor..so boring...cant even go out..but luckily my frends have came to visit me and pei wo...sat i waot for him to book out and he bought lunch for me..i thou he will come very late as he need to go his ah ma house first but in the end he come find me first..thx dar and u wear the navy uniform really very shuai lei..haha...sunday yao sheng,mam,pet and her sis come to my house to play mj..i played three rounds with diff combination of ppl sia...the first round play with yao sheng,pet and her sis and yeah i win...yao sheng lost and he say because yin sheng yang shuai...but the whole day he is the only guy la...second round play with mam and yao sheng while waiting for my mummy to come back..and yeah i win again and this time round yao sheng also win...he play three leg mj play until very stress la..going heart attack liao..haha...and the third round play with yao sheng,mam and my mummy..i thought i was losing lor becos i didnt hu much and my mummy hu much more than me lor...but last round i 5 tai hu..haha...and it help me win back my money sia..thx yao sheng for fan pao..haha...int he end my mummy is the big loser...haha...and mam also win but i think yao sheng plus all the three rounds tgt he no win no lose ba...haha...then monday i go veron to pei wo..haha..she came to my house and we watch shows...haha...the shows all nt bads oh...haha...friday friday we will go out again...hope i wont be limping liao...very ugly lei..haha...wait for me arh...today i got pay come in liao..maybe we can shop shop a bit..abit jiu hao..nt much pay..haha...no choice la..gals will be gals...esp whenn we earn money...we tend to spend it..haha...blah...oops...kenny daddy just called me in the morning...say tonight will come find me also donnoe real ant...i shall wait and see...and tml dont so bad la...ps me go sing k...cant like tat...at least u come fetch me go la...ur niu er de leg pain pain lei...haha....come find me later hor...dont ps me...or i will flood ur phone...who ask u alway dont reply my sms de..i will flood using call...blah...

2008-04-24T14:14:00.002+08:00

super duper suay...i hurt my knee and suppose to go for spf interview one..but guess have to postpone it and they say they will call me and tell me wat date to go...hope they call me...call me pls...i didnt do it on purpose to fly u all areoplane de...ytd went to sgh to see doc..all so young and handsome sia...then the doc and nurse ytd super nice and ytd was super fast too...faster than the time i knock my head which is much more serious i guess..haha...

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2008-04-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

boring..haha...but later going to work and it will still be boring...went to play mj on fri at mam's house with yao sheng and her mother...call me 1 tai tiao zhen xiao tian huo...haha...they hu is hu 4,5 tai one sia and i hu is 1 tai 1 tai de...hu and tiao zhen and they wanted to beat me up sia..but cant blame me cos is either i zi muo or yao sheng give me de..he become my cai shen ye le...haha...in the end me and him is the big winner but i won more than him..haha...nt much but i won $11...and he won $9...nt bad la but i think he spent on the cab fare le cos he still send me home when i live at khatib and he live at admiratly...thx arh...and i didnt complain of going home alone on thur...is nt me..haha..blah...i am strong de i can go home alone de...is mam bu fan xing...haha...u better faster come down for training after ur exam arh so u wont feel the generation gap when u r only older than us by 3yrs old..where is the gap sia...haha...is u nv come down play and chat with us...haha...
and now scolding time..haha...u stupid ass hole fly me areoplane again...i am going to fly u back with rocket...just u wait..haha...

2008-04-07T09:37:00.002+08:00

sat was a very tired and yet fun day...boon went to rent a 7 seater car man...went out with boon,jl,vic,quan,xian and hp...suppose want to go to tuas de..but becos of tat mas selemat(mr happy), we cant go as the police is pointing gun at ppl there to ask u to shoo shoo...argh..my star fish la...mr happy u r happy but we r nt becos of u ok...in the end we went to bedok jetty to fish..the sun is really world class sia...i did nt get too much sun exposure but my face is still burn and my hand and body feel hot la...but no fish was caught lei...then went to hong kong cafe to eat...their food there was fine but the milk tea is super nice...after tat we walk to the other side of east coast park and sit down to rot for a while be4 walking back to the car...then we went to pasir ris there to see the dog farm and the fish farm...i admit the dog was cute but i am still scare ok...then went to changi vilaage there...we walk to the beach there first to take photos of the sun..haha...then went to eat the zi cha...we order honey chicken,sambal kang kong,sotong,stingray and satay...but the satay and the sting ray took their own sweet time to bbq it la...do u have to fish the stingray first...and when we do not want to wait anymore they keep say i check i check but our parking coupon was already time out...wat attitude sia...in the end they cancel the stingray and the satay they say is already cooking so no choice but to wait again and guess wat the satay was not even hot when it is out...r u sure is cooking inside or just left inside for a long time...and then home sweet home...tired le...almost out for 12 hrs or more than tat...but is fun...daddy,mummy i want go out again...

2008-03-30T15:30:00.002+08:00

omg..ytd supper i think can make me increase my weight to acceptable weight sia...ytd went out with daddy(quan),boon,qm and jl...meet qm and daddy first at safra cos qm want to play bowling..i walk from my house to there at a very very slow speed sia but i still reach earlier than the time and i called them but 2 of them also dont want ans my phone la..very good hur..haha...but safra no space for us to play and me and daddy was like s hungry so we went to eat dinner first as i only eaten one mac breakfast at around 10+ then nv eat anything liao...after tat we took a cab to occ to see if they is space to play bowl and we waited very long for the lane...i think almost 1 hr la..and we play 2 game and jl also come join us...then after tat boon come and fetch us...we went to thomson to eat abalone noodle which is one slice only la but is onl $3 so dont expect much but the noodle,mince meat,fisball,fishcake and mushroom is quite alot lor...i like the fish ball and fishcake..very smooth and soft lor..damm nice sia...after tat we went to geylang to eat durian...4 for $20 and tat mean tat everyone of us have to clear 1 durian sia..and qm order mango to eat...i think we all can forget abt eating durian and mango for a mth...haha...but the durian is super duper nice...love it...mamamiya...after all this eating our stomach all come out liao la...then we went to yishun dam..suppose boon want to try out his new fishing rod de but nobody fishing so he didnt try also...after staying there for quite a while...qm wanted to eat mac ice cream so went to sembawant mac but dont have ice cream at 4am..haha...so we sit there a while and home sweet home...haha...

2008-03-26T17:04:00.003+08:00

today is march 26th le oh...just got back from sch cos today is our graduation day and i am officially out of rp..haha...the grad cerm was ok la and the robes is ok also but i seriously dont think the pink is nice cos is so bright but overall nt tt bad la...shall upload the photo to frendster once i got it..haha...cool man...haha...

2008-03-24T11:54:00.002+08:00

ytd had a very fun and tired day..went out with pet,lynn and sin hui..i dont think we had went out befcaore since sec sch la..ytd was the first time that the 4 of us went out..haha...first, we went to watch the orphanage..actually is nt tat very scary la..but the sound effect can scare ppl and lynn was very funny..she was one eye dragon because she lost one side of her contact lens and whole day she was covering her right side of eyes so that she can see...haha...i want to watch shutter..haha...look more scarier...after movie we went to long john silver to eat and of cos wat can girls do whenever they are free...take photos..haha...then we were wondering where to go and wat to do next...guess wat we went to yishun control station to look at the map..haha...we change places everytime few mins sia...even we r on the train..haha...in the end we went to central at clark quay and we take photos again but we were sitting at the stairs facing the river and it was so steep and small la..we were scare that we will fall into the river anytime sia...haha, after tat we walk from clark quay to city hall...then we walk to marina sq...we r having one day tour at town..haha...but i really really have a fun day with them..cool girlsl..lets have more outings tgt..haha...love ya!!!

policewoman

2008-03-22T13:31:00.002+08:00

haha...guess wat everybody..ytd i apply to join the police..haha...the uniform is so shuai la...eventhough i female la but i still find it shuai...blah...but at least have to wait for 1 mth to 2 mths before they will notice me..haha...donnnow will they want me also...later sure need to have interview all those things...support me ok my frends..haha...if get through hope i can comlete the 6 mths training...seem abit scary sia..haha...wish i can get into uni also then they will sponsir me also...haha...how i wish hor...haha...where gt so perfect de..haha...must be dreaming...haha...

2008-03-20T13:21:00.003+08:00

omg...i have been watching alot of shows at home since i have nth to do..haha...now watching the pawnshop no.8..is quite n old show that is show in scv..but i no scv ma..so watch online de..is quite nice la..haha...but very long lor..haha...feel like going out to shop but also donnoe wat to do so i think stay at home better la...dont go out waste money..haha...

2008-03-18T11:26:00.003+08:00

waiting, waiting and waiting is what i have been doing for the past few days...i guess i can train my patience hur...the only thing i can do is wait...then i will wait..i believe one day u will not let me wait...so fast...today is the18th le...8 more days to our officially grad day..need to wear that harry potter robes..hope it will nt be too ugly la...jas,veron,milk..see u all on 26th lor...boon arh...since u took off le..u also come pei us ba...

2008-03-02T15:10:00.003+08:00

ohzzz...this whole week i feel so men inside me...but i just cant figure out wat is happening...am i just thinking too much or it is just a routine...guess i wont ask so i wont have the answer...since i have choose it then i can only ren ming le ba..just wait for everything to be settle by itself and no matter wat i have prepare le...so guess everything will be fine...jia you le oh...haha...anyway is my bad for not able to control myself...jia you jia you jia you...

2008-02-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

i am back..haha...went out on 27th feb with jas,veron,milk and boo...went to watch a movie entitle juno..at first we dont even know wat to watch and cant decide so we went to 7-11 and veron and me each brought a set of newspaper to check and jas brought a mag but tat was suppose to be for her own use and in the end it was use to check the rating of the movie...juno was quite a lame show..is all abt a pregnacy..haha...before the movie, we went for pool...it has been long since we last play pool..haha...jas and milk still so pro..haha...and we have created a club and that is to hit the colour ball and both the white and the colour ball will go inside the hole..cool hur..haha...after that went all around marina sq,up and down and in and out just to find a place to eat and finally we decided to settle down at waraku de pasta..we expect the pasta to be in large portion as there is medium and regular and we heard that medium is only 3/4 of the regualr and the price is only 2 bucks different and so all of us order the regular..in the end we can only say we eat finish le and not eat until full full le..haha..but we drink water drink until full..haha...after that we went for second round for our ice cream at swesen..woo...the ice cream is mamamiya...but very very cold in there eating ice cream..haha...after ice cream the best part is coming up...which is our taking photo session..haha...guess where it took place...the durian..haha...at the rooftop..we try all ways and means to squeeze the 5 of us inside the pic..haha...and finally we did it using a mirror and hp..haha..nv heard of it ba...fun and tiring day...wonder when is the mexxt time we going to have an outing again...haha..milk and veron i shall see u 2 on 7th mar..haha

2008-02-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all of u..eventhoug a bit late..haha..but new year have 15 days ma..so late better than nth ma...haiz..have found a ft job..haven apply for uni also...veron when r we going to find a job tgt..haha...so for now..i guess i have to stick to my pt job...tml work full..sian...my cough virus have recover sia..so long liao...virus super strong sia..this new year in the end i this cant eat that cant eat..kns..haha...nvm...when i recover i will eat alot of food back...haha...take revenge...yeah...haha

2008-02-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of sch...haha...my last day in rp...somehow will not miss the sch but will miss my fyp de ren...haha...dont worry guys will miss u all de..and will meet up soon hur..haha...our trip trip..haha...3 yrs pass so fast...omg..somemore going 20 liao...haha...sad..old liao old liao..haha...

2008-01-24T10:23:00.000+08:00

it has been some times since i last blog till now...cos also donnoe wat to blog..but guess i am happy with wat i have..i am free from everything and anything from studies to life..haha..i had clear my pp,fyp,ce,and ut..which is now slacking time for me..haha..but still have to decide where to go after grad..so not totally slacking la hur..then in life..hmm i dont expect tooo much also le..so i wont be dissappointed ma..rite..haha...but everything is perfectly fine..cos i have let go of everything..haha..and i have my support who will be by my side all the time eventhoug cant see everyday la..haha...once in a few weeks only..haha..but is enough le...thx arh...5 more sch days left for me...haha...counting and counting...

2008-01-03T09:22:00.000+08:00

a new year for everyone...but the end of 2007 happen to much things on me..unhappy and happy thing...guess wont want to sat out the unhappy things..it shall be forget if i could and i will try...lets talk abt happy things...on xmas went to pub, my first time to pub oh...with my sec sch frends...really glad tat we r still tgt after so many years...really hope we can go on...wow..tat pub was not wat i imagine to be la but still have fun with daddy they all..we open a bottle of chivas and one jar of carlsberg..haha..but the smoke there was so strong that i need to wash two days of my hair before i can get rid of the smell..haha
my new year celebration was staying at home and play mj with my pet and all...ok i lost but i have fun...haha...
also i am glad that u r by my side when i am unhappy..like everytime..really thx...
i promise that all the unhappy things shall be forget and i will think of happy...u say de oh..hahaha

2007-12-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

i feel so shit...why is all this shit happening...the problem is i dont even know wat is happening...issit fair to me..u make up ur mine and, not telling me anything..did not think abt me..then waht u expect me to do...it sldnt have happen at all...u ask ur bro to talk to me..and in the end i still cant get an ans..the date was puxh back and back...do..so what excatly u want me to..y dont u tell me on thursday if u have already make up ur mind..y.y.y...so for now i can only predict the ans myself lor...since u have decide then i have nth to say le...just take care of urself ba...

2007-11-30T13:51:00.001+08:00

ARGH!!!!later got test...stress...donnoe what i am studying abt lor...stupid cell cycle..so jia lat..no choice eventhoug know fail still have to go take...haizzz...today so slack...i do finish my poster in class...haha..like finally la...later after ut go home rest rest a while then need to go out meet piggy le..haha...this 11 days must try to meet him le if not he will be in camp le..haha..holding the water hose and trying to save kittens and dogs which i dont like hor..haha...next week u have to go training with me le...faster get rid of ur tummy la..blah...must prepare first before u go in..must fit fit go in..haha...if nt training time sure die...haha...and u r late for today agiain..naughty lei u ...

2007-11-24T09:44:00.000+08:00

Tiis the bear bear that piggy gave to me...i suppose to upload to frendster but the stupid frendster dont allow me to upload so i shall upload here...the bear is so CUTE!!!hahaha...the packaging on this bear is LIVE, LAUGH and LOVE...the bear also have a tag oh...2007 love...hahaha...anyone want this bear pls hurry down to taka and but cos i heard from piggy that there is only 1000 of this with diff colour,blk,silver,pink and i forgot..hahaha...most of all thx to my piggy...

2007-11-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha...guess wat..this week i watched another movie..it was the game plan..eventhough it was out for quite a long time i just watched it on wed with piggy..hahaha...it was a nice show...it was funny at the start and but is was so touching at the end...i cried a few times and cant stop...lucky gt piggy with me..hahaha...21/11...will remember this date..hahaha...on tue went to mac to watch saw 4 with piggy..it was so grrusome..hahaha...but we watched a fighting show in mac..which i think is quite stupid one uncle and 4 youngster...then after tat intend to watch movie at gv but there is no show la...then went to find xian ask her come down talk talk...we took quite a few photos..is all in my frendster le..hahaha...today piggy brought me a bear...shall upload the photo in frendster...thx piggy...hahaha...later we going to meet up le...yeah...hahaha

2007-11-16T12:49:00.001+08:00

so long nv blog le...so i think i shall start from last week ba...last last sat, the start of sch holiday, i went to malaysia on sat to celebrate my grandma's birthday...went to eat..the food is so nice have my favourite crab and shark fin somemore...i stayed until monday only but manage to bought quite alot of things back...2 pairs of sch, 1 bag and 1 shirt...hahaha...nt bad arh...cos i dont need to carry home as my jiu jiu drive us out to my house...hahaha
then thur went to have fun with jas,veron,boo,clement,thomas and milk...hahaha...have fun...we bike,play volley ball,captain ball and monkey and also chasing away impolite and stupid china ppl who use our pit without paying any booking fee...so stupid la...then at night we have bbq...took a lot of pic...hahaha...so fun...eat until cant tahan arh...
sat i went to sentosa with pet,adam,jonathan and charlton...it is nt a nice day becos it have been raining the whole day...sian...but we took quite a lot of pics espec me and jonathan and i gt sun burn for no reason as it is raining...u see..
this week was happening too becos my laptop die on me when i have only left 3 mths la...then have to trade in the old one for $700 and choose another model which is still have to top up $600...broke now...then when going to acer center...we stop at the wrong stop and have to walk all the way back and i am wearing high heel lor cos later tat night gt company dinner...i was so sian..tian arh...somemore is so muddy...then went to sch for ut after acer...have to do on paper...sad...but the dinner was quite good..it was at shagrilla..hahaha...and was fun with all the colleague...after dinner we walk all the way from shagrilla to orchard mrt station la and my feet is dying cos i have walk the whole day...hahaha...i was being sabo la...when i got down the train emil was being push out too and in the end he have to send me home and take a cab home which is quite ex as it is pass midnight...ps ps...hahaha...
wed went to watch beowolf with emil,xinxin and pei yi...hahaha...the show i think ok la...nt too bad...nt bad but i think i still prefer horror show...hahaha...but it was alright...but reach home around 11...was very tired...cos this few days slpt late and wake up early...abit cant tahan le...hahaha...see when i will die off...hahaha...

2007-11-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

haizzz...this few days lazy to blog sia...just summarize...went shopping with xian, then play basketball with charlton, pet, jonnath and kenneth...it was quite fun...then training, training and training...hahaha...on tue went home on charlton bike...doesnt know he had a bike until on tue...quite a big bike...comfortable sia...hahaha...going malaysia this sat...gonna have fun..yeah...

2007-10-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

nv update for one week le...tue went swimming with xian but end up go there bath la...is raining...then went shopping...suppose to be window shopping but end up spending 50++++ la...sian diao...then in the end...i was sick for one week and nv went to sch for a week plus monday pon la...hahaha...nv went training too..hahaha...too sick..but still went to work on sat and sun...poor thing lei,...on ytd finish work saw jia hao on the train but nv call him becos he gt frend around...in the end he thou i cant recongnize him lor...no lor...just tat i ps lor...then xian call me to tell me to turn to my right side..hahaha....then ask him to help me...cos there is a pervert la...staring at me since i board the train from orchard to amk la...damm sickening...his phone somemore is out of his pocket,carmera on and is facing me la...feel like bashing him up...run to jia hao side...lucky sia..he is there...then found out he working on sunday afternoon also...yeah found someone to eat with me and go home with me liao...hahaha...as u know when i not in sch i will not go online so i was not online for one week...today went to check my frendster and suprisingly...they broke up...we predict 5 mths and now 1 mths plus only lor...it make me really wonder what r u trying to do...r u a grown up, r u a guy....hmmm..i dont think so...but anyway is ur problem la...i am happy with my current lifestlye with working and frends around me...and of cos my family...my mummy come back fom malaysia le...yeah...finally...hahaha...miss her and her food..hahaha

money here i come!!!!!

2007-10-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

woo...after tat lab session...until now i still feel slp sia...really very slpy...want to slp but cant slp...now no time to slp also...later after sch need to go work le...after so long of not working...now finally going back...but will be super super super TIRED...cos later go work then sat and sun will be working full shift...sat and sun working time=24hrs...one day lei...but ok la...at the end of this month i will get $143 for this three days of working...the rest must wait until next mth end then can take...better than nth la...at least gt $$$$ take...then can go shopping and buy clothes...hahaha...i am clothes freak...also donnoe y...